MEGAN AMANDA HOLMES

2005 - 2005
LocationDerbyshire
Age0
Cause of DeathStill Birth
Date of Birth10/2005
Date of Death10/2005
Visitors4,740 since 02/12/2006
CreatorAmanda meagn Holmes mummy

MEGAN AMANDA HOLMES BORN SLEEPING ON 31 OCTOBER 2005 AT 27 WEEKS ALLWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY HEART MY DARLING DAUGHTER

when i found out i was expecting megan i was over the moon although she wasn't planned, i had a trouble free pregnancy up untill 27 weeks i went shopping on 26th of october and while i was waiting to have my hair cut she made a few very sudden movements, i finished my shopping and went home, that night didn't realy feel any movements had a very busy day on the 27th so again wasn't realy aware of not feeling any movement mentioned to my partner that i'd not felt much movement but we wern't worried as i always felt movement in bed only that night didn't feel anything when i got up the next morning still hadn't felt any movement rang the midwife she told me if i was worried to go to the hospital so off i went on my own to face the the worst moment of my life, when i got to the hospital they couldn't find a heart beat so they arranged for a scan i still wasn't worried i went in for my scan and my world ended they told me they couldn't find a heart beat my baby had become an angel, the nurse rang my partner darren and he came as quick as he could, i went home for the weekend went back to hospital on 31st and was induced megan was born asleep at 7pm exactly on 31st october 2005. i didn't have a pm as i couldn't face it however when i went back for a follow up they told me her cord was wrapped tightly around her neck and they think this was the cause of her death her. i miss megan so much.


MEGAN I WISH I COULD HAVE HELD YOU WHILE YOUR HEART WAS BEATING, I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY LIFE IS SO EMPTY WITHOUT YOU, WHEN DARKNESS FALLS WE FIND THE BRIGHTEST STAR AND WE PRAY THAT IT IS HEAVEN BECAUSE WE KNOW YOUR THEIR.
IT BROKE OUR HEARTS TO LOOSE YOU THE PAIN IS HARD TO BARE
BUT ENJOY YOUR LIFE IN HEAVEN ONE DAY WE'LL MEET YOU THEIR
ALL OUR LOVE MUMMY AND DADDY XXXX

MEGAN
IN A FAIRY CASTLE
JUST BEYOND MY EYES
MY BABY PLAYS WITH ANGEL TOYS
THAT MONEY CANNOT BUY
WHO AM I TO WISH YOU BACK
INTO THIS WORLD OF STRIFE
NO PLAY ON MY BABY
YOU HAVE ETERNAL LIFE

AT NIGHT WHEN ALL IS SILENT
YET SLEEP FORSAKES MY EYES
I HERE YOUR TINY FOOTSTEPS
COME RUNNING TO MY SIDE
YOUR TINY HANDS CARESS ME
SO TENDERLY AND SWEET
I BREATH A SIGH AND SAY A PRAYER
AND EMBRACE YOU IN MY SLEEP

MEGANS ANGEL FRIENDS
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Life Within & A Place in our Hearts

'Life Within'

To have known life within
Is to have known joy
And the freshness of beginnings:
To have life snatched away
Leaves me with hands outstretched,
My arms open wide,
Feeling emptiness and space,
Rather than the weight of my child,
With newborn warmth and silken hair.
My body, so full of kicks and squirms one day,
Is barren and lifeless the next
Stripped of its child,
That I never knew. Yet I did know and love.



'A place in our Hearts'

There is a place in our hearts meant for you alone
Part of our lives only you can own.
The tears in our eyes we can wipe away,
But the love in our hearts will always stay.
May the winds of love blow softly
and whisper for you to hear
how much we will always love you.
To us you were so dear.

Rachel Bass Josh's Mum
3 weeks ago

love you

hello angel i know i've not been to say hi for a while i think of you every day and missing you doesn't get any easier mummy and daddy got married about 8 weeks ago you should have been by my side, mummy has had your foot and handprint tattooed on my sholder so you go with me where ever i go love always and forever mummy xxxx

Amanda meagn Holmes mummy (Mummy) September 11, 2008, 11:10 am

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Few people come into our lives
and make everything shine,
but you're one of those
rare and splendid jewels
who makes the whole world bright.
When I am sad, you make me smile.
When I am alone and blue,
you are there for me,
and you make me feel strong enough
to accomplish anything.
Because I appreciate
the many things you do,
more than words can say,
I'm sending you the Candle of Love,
and hoping you receive
many blessings from above.

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Please send the candle of love to someone
who has touched your life, and keep the flame
of love burning bright.
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Auntie Jen December 1, 2007, 12:00 am

morning princess had a hard day yesterday went to your cousin adam's christening it was very difficult for me you should have been their with me carn't believe in 2 days you will have been an angel for 2 years sometimes it seems like only yesterday since you were still inside me giving me your lovely kicks i miss you so much my heart aches for you everyday love always and forever mummy xxxx

Mummy October 29, 2007, 12:00 am

in a cradle

In a cradle in the sky my baby lies asleep,
She knows no pain or suffering but does she ever weep?
Does she cry the way I do when missing her so much?
And does she long to know her Mum and feel my gentle touch?

She cannot miss a loving Mum, can't miss what she's not had
or so they say but why do I miss her and feel so sad?
I never had the chance to hold my baby in my arms.
She never had the chance to smile and show me all her charms.

What does she think as she lies safe and watches from above?
Does she know me and does she miss the warmth of all my love?
Or does she feel that love from me as I hold her in my heart?
She'll always be beside me here, we'll never be apart.

She'll always be my little daughter, I'll always be her Mum
Although she's far away from here, our love will still be strong.
I feel the bond between us still and nothing can deny
A mother's love for her baby girl asleep up in the sky.

love mummy xxxx

Amanda (Mother) September 12, 2007, 12:00 am

The sky is filled with Angels
With puffy lacy wings
The remnants of God's beauty
With treasures they now bring

Each one of them a Guardian
That travels in the sky
To watch throughout eternity
Their parents from on high

Smiles that come from Angels
They fall like crystal rain
Eases earthly burdens
Lifting all life's pain

Halos so astounding
That glitter gold each day
Following their loved ones
In such a perfect way

Wings in gentle breezes
That fall from up above
Kissing every parent
With everlasting love

Angels soar through heaven
With everlasting light
Looking down from heaven
Saying their 'goodnights'
Kissing all who loved them
So gently on the face
This life's tender mercy
Each parent can embrace

Wings and shiny halos
Travel from on high
Surrounding all their loved ones
They never say good-bye.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx

Lisa Mcmanus (someone who cares) August 23, 2007, 12:00 am

Rest In Peace

Rest in peace baby Megan. You are free to play with all other angel babies now. Make sure my Megan and Thomas look after you.

love Katie (Megan Sarah Ellen Lisa's mum)

Katie (passerby) July 16, 2007, 12:00 am

guardian angels x megan xx sweet dreams little one xx watch over your mummy and daddy xx

ANGELS

An angel here, an angel there,
I'm surrounded by angels everywhere.
When I'm in the middle of a terrible storm
They come with their candles to keep me warm.
An angel to comfort, an angel to guide,
An angel to fill that dark hole inside.
An angel to cry on, an angel who cares,
I'm surrounded by angels, everywhere.
The angels who reach out when times are rough
Who'll listen to my heartache
and all kinds of stuff
Bright in the sunshine and in dark of night
The angels surround me with comforting light.
I guess God is busy and can't come on down
To give me a smile and take care of my frown
So He sent a few angels to brighten my day
And help to carry my burdens away.
So thank you, dear angels, more than you'll know
For watering the happiness and making it grow!

~Author Unknown~

Chrissie And Family X (PASSER BY) June 24, 2007, 12:00 am

Just For A While

Just for a while you had a shining dream,
Then darkness fell,
All around you, Sadness and despair,
No light to guide you; no laughter there.
Just for a while, I was your hopes fulfilled,
Then hope was gone.
My sole released from it's imperfect shell,
Saw your tears and caught them as they fell.
It heard your voices,sweet and walm,
Like a butterfly that lives and dies in just one day,
I left the world and gently flew away.
Just for a while, I touched your lifes with joy,
And then Pain,
But don't be sad and grieve each coming year,
Just hold each other close and say
For just a while our child was here.

Nchola jamie Henderson Long mummy May 29, 2007, 12:00 am
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